Having talks like the one I just did with my cousin really gets to me. I’ve been really thinking of you lately. You’ve been on my mind for how long now. I think about all our Ups and Downs. When it comes to you, I’m happy and content. You can’t imagine how much I think about the things that could’ve really happened between us. How happy I’d be right now, it sucks to pretend that I am. Putting on that fake smile just to make everything seem alright. I stand there asking myself, Did I do anything wrong? I hate how just one glance at you reminds me of everything. All the Joy and Pain I encountered. I ask myself sometimes would I go back and stop myself. No I wouldn’t, I’m actually glad what happened, happened. Atleast you know the truth about me and I know the truth about you. I take a glance at my phone and I feel like calling you. I keep thinking about how you are, if anythings wrong, etc.